It’s been 4 months now and I am still trying to get my days together without you. We had a AWESOME time together Nicholas. You traveled with me always and sometimes with your grandma and your uncles would come to pick you up on the trips I could not take you. Live just doesn’t seem the same.
I know 21 years is along time and I am ever so grateful for each year and minute I got I just wasn’t ready to say see you later. I cannot say bye because I will see you again that I know.
Love you baby and mama will keep the light on just in case it gets to dark and you cannot see me.
Much love and THANKS for all the great time and AWESOME memories.